I picked a contradictory major. I am required to use the media constantly, but I'm also told how bad the effects can be. How am I supposed to work with both
(new subject) For some reason after the body image lectures I always feel super weird/angry/other feelings. I don't know why. It happened in Adolescence and in the Media class. I don't know why I get this gut wrenching feelings after the lecture, but I always freak out. I leave and go tell Kendall about all the things we learned about and then am thinking WAY too much about it for the next week. Our bodies are so amazing. Look at these muscles. Even with whatever is on top of the muscles we need to remember that our body does such amazing things.
Why do we tend to get so concerned with this?
I mean really, who wants to tell me that the woman on the right is not totally beautiful the way she is without the changes. If you would have put the right picture on the front cover I still would have thought she is beautiful. Why do they have to make women (Faith Hill in this case) unrealistic? Women can't even be like that in real life. We all love looking at Aliens!
I mean (new subject) Wednesday I was shopping for swimsuits online. I have no idea why, I don't even like to go swimming. I was looking around and I was wondering what size and thinking about measuring, buying something and then having to return it, etc. Online shopping is smart but not. Here are some modest swimwear websites that my sister-in-laws introduced me to.
Lime Ricki Hapari Diviine ModesTee
My next thought is also about body image. I've been debating getting a new iPod to encourage me to "work out." I guess not specifically for body image reasons, but it still applies. I want to be healthy. Since starting grad school my health has gone out the window. I feel crappy almost everyday because I never have a chance to do anything physical. If I do get a chance and take it, I feel guilty because I'm not working on school stuff or working, etc. Some might say that I could be running or whatever now, bc it is taking me a million minutes to write this post. What did I tell you... The media is ruining my life! I finally gave up the idea for an iPod/MP3 Player until I can prove to myself that I'm actually going to do some exercise. I also can't decide what color I want. Lame.
Last media thing, now that I've been on the Internet for so long I can't even remember why I got on the computer. Probably to be productive or something... I guess that's not going to happen anymore.