Waiting!

I'm just waiting for EVERYTHING! I'm waiting for school to be over (undergrad), waiting to see if I can go to school for two more years (graduate), waiting to see if I can work after my 910 hours (I don't know if I want to), waiting to see if I should work all of my hours so I can be done. I'm waiting for church business and for new people to move in. I'm waiting for vacation and other fun things. I'm waiting to have feelings for most of my endeavors... but when you are just waiting what are you supposed to feel. I'm not calm or stressed. I'm nothing; AND I HATE NOTHING!

Why wait for everything? Am I supposed to make everything come to me? These things are not my decisions. I'm tired of waiting, and when the waiting is over... I'll probably be tired of business. That is why I have this blog. So I can talk about all of the things I am tired of!

Test Throw-up

Is so much reading necessary. My Cognitive Development teacher basically told us that to get a good grade on his tests you need to read the material and regurgitate it back to him. Make sure you put it in the exact order as the text, it is logical there. What is the point of writing if you are going to say the same thing. It is like I am going to eat something and then go to the bathroom and throw it up as soon as I can in order to not digest any of it. How is that even helping our brain? Just read and repeat, read and repeat. We may learn the material, but how are we ever supposed to enjoy it? Or ever want to learn about it again?